Saturday, February 26, 2011

Breaking.

Omar's going to be put down soon.

It's only fair to him, but it hurts. So much.

I feared the day it would have to happen because I don't know if I can handle it. I feared it would be my breaking point, and I'm afraid I'm being proven right.

I hurt so much.

I wish he were here with me now because I need him. I miss him, and I can't even be with him until next week. And then he'll be gone. And I'll be left with this big, stupid hole in my heart without anything to fill it.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I'm so lost.

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