All I can do is keep breathing.

I think there's something wrong with me.

I don't know what, but I don't feel right. I hate the way I feel right now. But I can't admit it. I hate admitting it. I had admitting to anyone that I'm not 100% okie dokie. I don't know if it's pride or fear or what, but I can't. I feel stuck. I feel lost. I feel alone.

I hate it.